Another day in paradise, another day where my mouth rules what happens, another day when I wish for alternatives, another day where depression is king, and happiness will be found in sadness, What did I do to deserve this?

If I had millions of followers and dev watchers because people actually enjoyed my misery I think I could see the point, but somewhere along the line that went wrong, because although when I am at home I am surrounded by people that care for me, when I am at school I fail at life, and people that actually say that have everything to look forward to, and Me Im stuck at my age actually failing at life.

Well I guess, while I don't think I ever spent time wondering about it, I now understand mid-life crisis, war, crime, hate, and all those things associated with it.

Breaking Point Yes, Screaming out for some kind of approval yes, sick of trying to make the world better yes. Feeling sorry for myself, for sure.
I had a friend once who had it worse then most people I know, and his favorite expression was 'Shit Happens'. Guess thats where I stand today.

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